February 2012
5 posts
I need...
Some alone time with you
Dear Mom,
I really thought things would get better between us after this move, but things are still the same. I wish things were different, but apparently its impossible for us to get along, so I really wish I could just be out on my own. I really don’t know how much more I can take !
Dear Wisconsin,
It’s been an intense eight years. I have been through a lot within the past eight years. I’m not sure what to say because my life was complicated in WI. I met a lot of great people and a lot of not so great people, but that’s life. I lost a lot of close friends, but when I look back at it now, I realize that it was for the better and they honestly weren’t so great of...
December 2011
2 posts
I appreciate the heart break… NOT !
We are only going to make decisions that make us or break us. Either way, I respect every decision you make and ultimately just want you to be happy.
November 2011
6 posts
Respect
Regardless of age, race, authority, etc, we should all respect each other !
I LOVE YOU !
I'm in control..
I’m in control of me now.
You probably don’t know that since I told you to stay out of my life.
I meant it when I said I’m done with you, I honestly never want anything to do with you ever again.
You will not ruin my life and thought of you, I will not allow to consume me.
You tore me down, but I’m back up.
I will do anything I need to do to make sure you don’t...
Adrian Hurd
Hi, thanks for gandering at my blog everyday. love you, kbye.
I have the most wonderful boyfriend (:
October 2011
4 posts
I wish for once, I wouldn’t get hurt. I wish that, for once, I would fall for a guy who is willing to fall back.
It sucks when you can’t even feel safe in your own home…
I'll never learn my lesson...
About assholes. 3
Story of my life.
September 2011
9 posts
“Don’t let the past steal your present.”
– Cherralea Morgen
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY !
As much as we may fight, I love you with all my heart. You mean the world to me, you taught me how to grow up. You taught me to respect myself and never let a boy define me. I know we have been through our ups and downs through out the year, but you never gave up on me. I appreciate everything you’ve done. And I’m sorry if you think I never respected you because truth is I respect you,...
Just know..
You’re going to make mistakes, but make sure you learn from them !
I finally realized...
that now, more than ever, i have to stay strong. I must keep my head high and let the bullshit pass me by. I’ve messed up many times in my life, and most likely will make a mistakes again in my lifetime, but I know I deserve this good life. I don’t know how, but I finally realized…
August 2011
8 posts
7 tags
Hey You,
I’m crazy about you.
“Always do the things that scare you.”
– the movie ‘Band Slam’
Confessions..
1) I hate disappointing my parents, but I keep doing it.
2) Sometimes I pretend to act like a bitch just so I seem stronger.
3) I’m usually all talk, but when it comes down to it… I got nothing.
4) I am completely and totally awful at math!
5) I love my family and I am very family oriented!
6) I usually look to guy to make me feel better, but I’m working on being stronger...
Just hold me tight and tell me lies ..
I’m broken, so excuse me while I pick up my pieces…
Note to Self..
Stop fucking up your life. You are way better than you tell yourself. Respect yourself Court…
Did you know...
That an electric eel isn’t actually an eel, it is part of the sword fish family. Fun Fact?!
June 2011
4 posts
“When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough...”
– Marilyn Monroe
Dear Mr. Weezy aka Lil Wayne,
The reason she never figures out “how to love” is because it doesn’t exist.
Sincerely,
Courtney
Dear Little Girls,
Don’t ever believe in fairytales. You only get your heart broken for what your your heart yearns for .
I wish people would understand me like you do…
May 2011
2 posts
i wish age didn’t matter
i wish our hearts could decide who we love,
not the number that we have been given.
our age does not define who we are
i refuse to let a number to define me
love is love, and i wish that is all people would see.
DTA
don’t trust anyone
April 2011
1 post
“Give a girl the right shoes, and she can conquer the world !”
– Marilyn Monroe
March 2011
6 posts
“She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s...”
– Marilyn Monroe
it's going to be hard..
because i am so used to someone being there always. Someone there at my call and someone who will text me every minute of the day. I’ll have to get used to it, but for you, I will.
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can...”
– Marilyn Monroe
easy to find.
Infatuation is easy to find. Love, not so easy. But if love were to ever come your way, no matter what, grab it and keep it forever.
February 2011
2 posts
Relationships...
can get to complicated. My life is like a country song, one in particular, “i’m givin’ up on love cuz loves’ given up on me.” That’s pretty much how I feel. My boyfriend and I (dating for two years) broke up for good last night and honestly I know it was the right thing to do, but it hurts. I hate to see him upset because I care about him, just not in an...
September 2010
1 post
First Day of School
So today was the first day of school and honestly the day seemed sooooo long. I also have mixed feelings about my classes, we will see how the year goes. I hope it goes well. It’s my junior year and I’m finally an upperclassmen, I can’t have a bad first year of being an upperclassmen. Speaking of junior year, I can’t wait for halloween, homecoming, my 17th birthday, and...